Dear+Laura

Hey Laura. I wish you were here, I wish I could talk to you. So many things. Cruel I wish I could apologize, I wish I could promise I would never do such a thing again. But the truth is, I am still a mess, still a work in progress, I still struggle with selfishness and self pity every day.

Ugly part of myself, I know. lego set for birthday? I still lay awake over that one. For what it's worth, I'm sorry. I know we drifted apart over the years my teenage years were such a chain of crises, I would expect that you resent me no little bit for being so demanding of our parents attention. I know I would.

I know I am still self-obsessed, and I will probably remain so for the next couple of years. But you will always be my sister, and I hope that, someday, perhaps we can be friends as well.

Love always, D